My brother Keith committed double murder yesterday and a cop shot him down in a church in white settlement tx.. its all over the news and if you dont want anything to do with me... I understand and won't take it personal.. he was close to the Lord why I feel he chose a church. He did it on our baby brothers birthday in white settlement him n I stayed in my lil apartment there at one time..
The boys and I were close.. the boys n I grew up in a strict household and religion by my father and an absent mother for the most part locked up in her room on pills eating brownies and watching her beloved magnum p.i and sleeping our childhood away 😁... demanding her what nots and slaving us to her 50 dogs, dog business.. shoveling shit and picking up dead dogs from starvation or thirst.. while shooting beebees out the window at them to shut them up then we would have to go out and unbury them from there skin and hair.. we would be in our room for the most part when Dad was home after work we put holes in our closets to talk to each other the boys n I bc we were so lonely... we knew no family members other then each other.. we were isolated.. we were all we had I can't stress that enough.. I have two dead brothers.. I think one was enough but now another is a statement in itself I feel.. I don't want their deaths to go in vein.. I ran away from Az to Ny when I was 15 that itself killed the boys and damn near killed me.. they had been abandon by one of their team members.. abandonment issues..
something I have to live with everyday..
They moved in with me after my mother got Custody.. she collected the child support while my brother Keith and Joel had to drop out of school and got jobs.. Joel wandered from house to house then back with me and that was all Joel's life.. every resident I had Joel took residence there and got some job flipping burgers his tree business.. keith and my Husband Bill got a job with Doug in landscaping and Bob Hubertus off n on.. Joel as well worked for Bob.. they say you never grow up when not nurtured.. my mother with her doctors appointments everyday looking for sympathy from us bc she was always dying or her back hurt, her feet hurt or she had grey hairs to pluck.. it was always Dote over her... still is.. my Dad worked all the time.. where do you think I get it from and then would go have a beer after words.. there goes mom hunting him down at the bar.. bout the only time we seen her.. Richard are you coming to bed was an every night Routine....
I will say this.. she would make us a gross cake for our birthdays but we lied and said we loved it just because she took the time for us... I find it amazing the one kid she did raise my sister takes her sisters kid for 750 a month 🤣 damn just like your mama.. congrats on your life Accomplishments..
2 dead kids out of 4...
She now goes around collecting the dead bodies of kids that wanted nothing to do with her for the most part..
Scroll he hated her.. had nothing to do with her for 15 years.. Keith has had nothing to do with her but a letter every now and again.. I raised them and they have all lived with Bill n I off n on after marriages and relationships that fell apart..
Brenda off chasing men and cruises movies concerts.. she met her husband and said I was her sister 🤣 how long did that lie go on??
Oh and Mom that letter the family tells me about that you pass around for the family to read and all your little voice recordings you take 🤣 by the way that's not your mail.. that's mine from 30 years ago you thief...
I have gone on to be a successful truck driver that hide in comedy... unfortunately my brothers aren't here to you there testimonies the demons won...
there's so much more but I'm done for now...
my heart is broken for my loves and I want them back!!
The boys and I were close.. the boys n I grew up in a strict household and religion by my father and an absent mother for the most part locked up in her room on pills eating brownies and watching her beloved magnum p.i and sleeping our childhood away 😁... demanding her what nots and slaving us to her 50 dogs, dog business.. shoveling shit and picking up dead dogs from starvation or thirst.. while shooting beebees out the window at them to shut them up then we would have to go out and unbury them from there skin and hair.. we would be in our room for the most part when Dad was home after work we put holes in our closets to talk to each other the boys n I bc we were so lonely... we knew no family members other then each other.. we were isolated.. we were all we had I can't stress that enough.. I have two dead brothers.. I think one was enough but now another is a statement in itself I feel.. I don't want their deaths to go in vein.. I ran away from Az to Ny when I was 15 that itself killed the boys and damn near killed me.. they had been abandon by one of their team members.. abandonment issues..
something I have to live with everyday..
They moved in with me after my mother got Custody.. she collected the child support while my brother Keith and Joel had to drop out of school and got jobs.. Joel wandered from house to house then back with me and that was all Joel's life.. every resident I had Joel took residence there and got some job flipping burgers his tree business.. keith and my Husband Bill got a job with Doug in landscaping and Bob Hubertus off n on.. Joel as well worked for Bob.. they say you never grow up when not nurtured.. my mother with her doctors appointments everyday looking for sympathy from us bc she was always dying or her back hurt, her feet hurt or she had grey hairs to pluck.. it was always Dote over her... still is.. my Dad worked all the time.. where do you think I get it from and then would go have a beer after words.. there goes mom hunting him down at the bar.. bout the only time we seen her.. Richard are you coming to bed was an every night Routine....
I will say this.. she would make us a gross cake for our birthdays but we lied and said we loved it just because she took the time for us... I find it amazing the one kid she did raise my sister takes her sisters kid for 750 a month 🤣 damn just like your mama.. congrats on your life Accomplishments..
2 dead kids out of 4...
She now goes around collecting the dead bodies of kids that wanted nothing to do with her for the most part..
Scroll he hated her.. had nothing to do with her for 15 years.. Keith has had nothing to do with her but a letter every now and again.. I raised them and they have all lived with Bill n I off n on after marriages and relationships that fell apart..
Brenda off chasing men and cruises movies concerts.. she met her husband and said I was her sister 🤣 how long did that lie go on??
Oh and Mom that letter the family tells me about that you pass around for the family to read and all your little voice recordings you take 🤣 by the way that's not your mail.. that's mine from 30 years ago you thief...
I have gone on to be a successful truck driver that hide in comedy... unfortunately my brothers aren't here to you there testimonies the demons won...
there's so much more but I'm done for now...
my heart is broken for my loves and I want them back!!
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