Well Im at a pretty low point in life right now. My struggle with Pure O OCD

[Big A]

I firmly believe that we're all "fucked up," it's just a matter of to what degree.

[quikag]

Definitely seek some help and I'll pray for you for what it's worth.

Heck, I even sit in church sometimes and think about what I would do if someone ran towards the stage with a gun. I even get graphic enough in my head thinking about poking eyes out if needed, etc. I also shoot missiles in my head frequently at cars in front of me while on the road. Damn left lane 55mph people.

Everyone has random, crazy thoughts every now and then. It's just keeping them separate from reality that is the most important thing obviously.

[Tremor14]

Seems pretty normal to me, and I do have the hand washing OCD too, not sure why, but i wash my hands at least every hour on the hour

[Tremor14]

The only person i couldn't see having these types of thoughts would be SS JUNK

[ELVIS]

Seems pretty normal to me, and I do have the hand washing OCD too, not sure why, but i wash my hands at least every hour on the hour

#ashylarry

god bless.

[blownaltered]

Definitely seek some help and I'll pray for you for what it's worth.

Heck, I even sit in church sometimes and think about what I would do if someone ran towards the stage with a gun. I even get graphic enough in my head thinking about poking eyes out if needed, etc. I also shoot missiles in my head frequently at cars in front of me while on the road. Damn left lane 55mph people.

Everyone has random, crazy thoughts every now and then. It's just keeping them separate from reality that is the most important thing obviously.

Getting on a plane fucks with me for days before. I've had that since I was a kid, I would have 50 fantasies about how it was going to crash. Once I'm in the air I'm ok but leading up to it my mind fucks with me hard.

[Tremor14]

i keep a lot of lotion on hand

[John -- '02 HAWK]

Get some counseling. It took me a couple different times to find to find the right person to talk to. And goto the doctor have them do a physical and bloodwork.

Self diagnosis cant always catch things, and it helps to talk to people that arent going to judge you.

[Roscoe]

I firmly believe that we're all "fucked up," it's just a matter of to what degree.

Exactly.

[GeorgeG.]

I'm being totally serious here and don't mean any of this in the wrong way...BUT,

I figured everyone had thoughts like this. I've had similar thoughts of bashing in the head of the douche that just cut me off in traffic and other sex acts like what you described. But I also thought that the difference between a psychotic person and a sane person is having the ability to know how/when to turn that off.

You kinda sound like you're close to losing that ability... I hope you find some quality help. Seriously.

[Sean88gt]

Getting on a plane fucks with me for days before. I've had that since I was a kid, I would have 50 fantasies about how it was going to crash. Once I'm in the air I'm ok but leading up to it my mind fucks with me hard.

My grandpa was killed in a plane crash, so EVERYTHING single time I fly, I have to call someone and throw down some macabre shit. I've literally called my mom (it was her dad) and said "hey, I'll call you if we land and don't go corkscrewing into the side of a mountain, love you! [Click]"

Have to. There are other things, I think we all have our ticks and nuances, they just get labeled at this point.

[GeorgeG.]

My grandpa was killed in a plane crash, so EVERYTHING single time I fly, I have to call someone and throw down some macabre shit. I've literally called my mom (it was her dad) and said "hey, I'll call you if we land and don't go corkscrewing into the side of a mountain, love you! [Click]"

Have to. There are other things, I think we all have our ticks and nuances, they just get labeled at this point.

that poor woman!

[blownaltered]

My grandpa was killed in a plane crash, so EVERYTHING single time I fly, I have to call someone and throw down some macabre shit. I've literally called my mom (it was her dad) and said "hey, I'll call you if we land and don't go corkscrewing into the side of a mountain, love you! [Click]"

Have to. There are other things, I think we all have our ticks and nuances, they just get labeled at this point.

I agree with the labels for sure. When I was a kid if you stared out the window during class you were a day dreamer, not you have adhd and need medicine. Everything gets a title now.

The true key is just not acting on the thoughts. I realize they are fucking crazy thoughts and have never once acted on them, but sometimes they are so vivid they will give me like a mini panic attack and I will stay up forever. The ones that are about my own death are the ones that really get me. This all stems back to when my brother was killed in a wreck when I was a kid.

[juiceweezl]

I firmly believe that we're all "fucked up," it's just a matter of to what degree.

This for sure. OP, get some help and know that no matter how much shit this site slings, it's full of good people to help out.

[mustang_revival]

Just remember the world needs "good" guys who are fucked up to to deal with the completely fucked up bad guys.