It was a little over a year ago when I finally had enough and got clean again. I was hopeless and on the edge of death. I never meant to start into a tailspin back in 2009 after 10 years of sobriety and having a pretty good life, but I'm hardheaded and thought I could beat the game if I dabbled "just a little".
I never meant to do all the fucked up shit that ensued, but suffice to say that it was much, much worse than back in the 90s. I paid dearly for it in all kinds of ways.
And I'm not tootin my horn over here, but I pulled out of it and have been busting ass for the last year getting my shit together and it's working out.
It's a good day to be alive and not strung the fuck out.
I never meant to do all the fucked up shit that ensued, but suffice to say that it was much, much worse than back in the 90s. I paid dearly for it in all kinds of ways.
And I'm not tootin my horn over here, but I pulled out of it and have been busting ass for the last year getting my shit together and it's working out.
It's a good day to be alive and not strung the fuck out.
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