Yesterday I had my millionth doctors appointment and I was in so much pain when I walked in that my resting heart rate was 138. After telling her that I had grown immune to the massive doses of hydrocodone and cyclobenzaprine I take every day she prescribed me something I've never had before- gabapentin.
Instead of a pain killer it is supposed to work against nerve damage and deaden them. I took the first dose before I went to bed last night and had dreams that made Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas look like a family film. Waking up, the pain is minimal, maybe 2 or 3, EVERYWHERE, which considering the road map of wastelands that is my entire back and neck is astonishing. I almost remember what it felt like to wake up after a good nights sleep at 19, with no pain at all and ready to conquer the world. God I feel fucking incredible. This is awesome.
Instead of a pain killer it is supposed to work against nerve damage and deaden them. I took the first dose before I went to bed last night and had dreams that made Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas look like a family film. Waking up, the pain is minimal, maybe 2 or 3, EVERYWHERE, which considering the road map of wastelands that is my entire back and neck is astonishing. I almost remember what it felt like to wake up after a good nights sleep at 19, with no pain at all and ready to conquer the world. God I feel fucking incredible. This is awesome.
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