Sorry to hear it. I've lost several friends and some family members to suicide. A few years ago I lost a very close friend and mentor to suicide. I knew he was hurting, and what he was going through. We talked about it every day, as I was going through several of the same things that he was at the time. I never, for one second, thought he would take matters in to his own hands and end it like that. In the end I think it was a bad combination of anti depressants and alcohol that impaired his judgement and pushed him over the edge. I still struggle with it, as do many others. Keep your head up.
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A buddy killed himself tonight.
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I used to think it was fucked up and selfish, but then I realized that these people aren't usually thinking clearly in that final moment. Depression and pain can completely hijack your mind, and sometimes I think that the most brilliant people potentially have the deepest depths that their thoughts could fall into. Some are strong enough to pull out of it and some aren't. It's a weakness, but not a selfishness. Doesn't make it okay, but I don't really believe that most do it for attention or to hurt all of their loved ones. So shit, ease up. It shouldn't make you feel better to talk shit about someone's dead friend unless they really deserved to die for something awful.
RIP to all mentioned in this thread.
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I know exactly how you feel. You have them right in front of you talking and acting like it's just another day, then BAM you're hit with the info. It just kinda hits you like brick wall and leaves you a little speechless. Just pondering that fact that you never even knew that something like that was swirling around in their head."You wouldn't know what crazy was if Charles Manson was eating Fruit Loops on your front porch"
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Originally posted by Mychael101 View PostCheck out Martin Manley's site. He literally built a website to blog about his own suicide. He even trolled people after his death into searching for valuables at GPS coordinates he provided. It's worth noting that while he wasn't able to answer everyone's questions on why, he did provide a lot of insight into his reasoning.WH
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yeah 60 was horrible
Originally posted by GT Fanatic View PostI can imagine being 60 and the winter holidays dragging you way down. You've watched a lot of your loved ones die. Missing the hell outta of them and little to live for.
Sorry for your loss. Love the P.S. remark.Don't worry about what you can't change.
Do the best you can with what you have.
Be honest, even if it hurts.
"Socialism is a philosophy of failure, the creed of ignorance, and the gospel of envy; Its inherent virtue is the equal sharing of misery" ... Winston Churchill
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Not sure it's selfishness either, or a pussies way out, as it's pretty damned difficult to put a gun in your mouth and pull the trigger.
RIP to those named, and to those not named.
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