I'm struggling today..

[Steve]

[SC457A]

Losing a parent is never easy. I have lost both of mine, but I had pretty good relationships with them for about 95% of time, so may not have best suggestions here for you.

Like you said. Try and recall the times you were happy with her. I think the worst things are days when you see something, hear something and think about them and thats all you can do. Think about them.

Hold your family. Its the easiest thing you can do to help.

[The King]

Sorry for your loss Steve, I've been through that myself.

[gonzoss]

So sorry Steve! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers!