Not sure what to think

[Treasure Chest]

Hmmpph.. Was not going to even give this post credence but you trying to tell him to be a man is sad... Frost has proven that more then a few times over and does not need to prove it to anyone... He has made many tracks on the land.

This deserves repeating. He did his part by being open to having a relationship with her.

[whitetrash]

I still have 3 months before my next shrink visit. Good thing about the VA, if you're having an issue but you're not trying to kill yourself, it's 3-4 months between mental health visits

might check with your employer, i know mine offers a counseling service free of charge

[mikec]

might check with your employer, i know mine offers a counseling service free of charge

He is retired.

[whitetrash]

He is retired.

ah my apologies. i dont know the guy, just trying to help

[mikec]

ah my apologies. i dont know the guy, just trying to help

Not a big deal, he has a medical retirement from the military as he took an AK round between the eyes while fighting in Iraq.

[Relinquished]

She called my brother this morning and told him she loved him before she did it. I agree, she's never given me anything. When I was a baby, my mom (grandmother) told me she'd come over and Lori would have the apartment window open with rain blowing in on me in the crib.

The reason I asked yall is because since I've been back, I look to others for what my emotional response should be on things. Emotions confuse me and I don't react the way others do now. My wife pretty much feeds me cue cards when she sees me trying to figure an emotional response out. It's pretty amusing to watch from the outside.


As far as is there anyone I can talk to neutral? No. I'm the strong one in my family and friends. Everyone has some sort of emotional issue that they come to me on, but doesn't go back the other way.

what ever you do go and have some closure in your life . Lost my dad in 1987 an did not know him . At 10 years old I stayed with him a year . White spots which is wear an tear on the knees of jean at that age was "no"told him at that point I will see him in his grave which I cremated him which I regret


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[Relinquished]

[QUOTE=Forever_frost;703404]My little brother just called me and told me my birth mother OD'd on pills and was not breathing when the ambulance arrived and there's been no word since. I'm not exactly sure what to think and I think my PTSD is doing it's job of numbing the majority of what I should be feeling. A bit of back story.

When I was 2 she tried to put me up for adoption. My grandparents took my brother and I and while he and I were told about her, we didn't know her. Then when I was 14 my father told me her phone number and said if I wanted to know her I could. I reached out, she visited once and got pissed at me because I wouldn't call her mom. My brother did and got a new bike and a truck. She called me vindictive and spiteful. Probably right.

No word until last year when I invite her and my step sister down here. They come, the birth mother asks me for a kidney because I'm the only one in the family with her blood type. I tell her I'll think it over but leave my sister so we can get to know one another. Later on in the day, I discover my 12 year old sister texting with 18 year olds very explicitly so I confiscate the cell and tell her mother.

Lori (birth mother) is upset and tells me thank you and she'll handle it when she comes back the next day. Everyone hops in the van and leaves and I get told a month later that I had no right acting like I did and 'ratting' on my sister. I thought I was being a big brother.

A few months ago, she again asks for a kidney because hers are failing ( lifetime of alcohol and drugs and multiple sex partners). Today I get told she's OD'd and possibly dead. Do I go to the funeral? What am I supposed to feel?[/QUOTEf*** with whatever body says go with what's in your heart


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[Cooter]

what ever you do go and have some closure in your life . Lost my dad in 1987 an did not know him . At 10 years old I stayed with him a year . White spots which is wear an tear on the knees of jean at that age was "no"told him at that point I will see him in his grave which I cremated him which I regret


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I'm sorry you lost your dad, but what the fuck did you just say?

[Forever_frost]

I'm sorry you lost your dad, but what the fuck did you just say?

I thought it was just me that couldn't understand him

[Treasure Chest]

I can't either, but was ignoring him for the good of the thread.