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First off, I’d like to say I’m sorry to you guys for acting the way I did. Some of it was justified, some of it wasn’t. To say my head was in a bad state, would be an understatement! I had way too many things going on, and all of them were bad. Some of the comments made just set me off, and it’s all history from there.
First off, me and Ashley had just split up
Second, my ex was suing me for half of the house value. Judge practically laughed her out of court, so that has been resolved since then.
Third, IRS was screwing me for more than $4500, and I didn’t have the money.
Fourth, There were(and still are) several members here that owed me money for detailing(around $6k total between all of them), and they were refusing to return any calls or any types of contact. Some of those have been resolved, but there’s still about $4k left unpaid, and it doesn’t look like they are going to pay now.
Fifth, I had already been dealing with some depression from some things that happened in the past, and was fighting those emotions. Not to mention working 7 days a week, 14-18 hour days. I barely got any sleep, much less any time for myself.
And lots and lots more going on.
I finally broke down and went to the Dr, and he told me I was having a severe physical and mental breakdown(Better known as a Nervous Breakdown). It’s been a long month for me, with lots of up’s and downs. But I think I’m pulling thru it now. I know I owe some of you an apology, and that is what this post is for. From some of you others, I really learned quite a bit about who you are as people, and just how much you could care less about someone else. Some of the people that were beating this horse, I actually thought were friends. But I guess I was way wrong! I learned quite a bit in the past few weeks, and I couldn’t be more thankful to those who actually stuck by me and helped me through my troubles. Denny for one, did something that I can never thank him enough for! He is, and always has been a really close friend of mine, and I hope that he is in my life forever. I owe you HUGE man!
My life was at it’s lowest point ever, I actually went out and bought a gun and was planning to use it. But I’m starting to rebound now, and my life is getting better everyday. I hope that those of you that deserve this apology, really take it to heart from me. I still think it’s a good idea for me to stay away from this place. But I felt I needed to say something after everything that happened. My business is still going and I DID NOT stop detailing, no matter what some of you are telling people, and I’m planning to do as much as I can with my business. Pulling my advertisement here, really helped to bring things down to a respectable level, and something I can moderately control. But for quite a while, my business was more than I could handle, and I had to do something to change it. More employees wasn’t the answer, as I’ve had my fair share of crappy workers. I needed to slow the work down a little.
So take it for what it’s worth. And please don’t use this as another chance to attack me, and beat me down even more.
Nick
First off, me and Ashley had just split up
Second, my ex was suing me for half of the house value. Judge practically laughed her out of court, so that has been resolved since then.
Third, IRS was screwing me for more than $4500, and I didn’t have the money.
Fourth, There were(and still are) several members here that owed me money for detailing(around $6k total between all of them), and they were refusing to return any calls or any types of contact. Some of those have been resolved, but there’s still about $4k left unpaid, and it doesn’t look like they are going to pay now.
Fifth, I had already been dealing with some depression from some things that happened in the past, and was fighting those emotions. Not to mention working 7 days a week, 14-18 hour days. I barely got any sleep, much less any time for myself.
And lots and lots more going on.
I finally broke down and went to the Dr, and he told me I was having a severe physical and mental breakdown(Better known as a Nervous Breakdown). It’s been a long month for me, with lots of up’s and downs. But I think I’m pulling thru it now. I know I owe some of you an apology, and that is what this post is for. From some of you others, I really learned quite a bit about who you are as people, and just how much you could care less about someone else. Some of the people that were beating this horse, I actually thought were friends. But I guess I was way wrong! I learned quite a bit in the past few weeks, and I couldn’t be more thankful to those who actually stuck by me and helped me through my troubles. Denny for one, did something that I can never thank him enough for! He is, and always has been a really close friend of mine, and I hope that he is in my life forever. I owe you HUGE man!
My life was at it’s lowest point ever, I actually went out and bought a gun and was planning to use it. But I’m starting to rebound now, and my life is getting better everyday. I hope that those of you that deserve this apology, really take it to heart from me. I still think it’s a good idea for me to stay away from this place. But I felt I needed to say something after everything that happened. My business is still going and I DID NOT stop detailing, no matter what some of you are telling people, and I’m planning to do as much as I can with my business. Pulling my advertisement here, really helped to bring things down to a respectable level, and something I can moderately control. But for quite a while, my business was more than I could handle, and I had to do something to change it. More employees wasn’t the answer, as I’ve had my fair share of crappy workers. I needed to slow the work down a little.
So take it for what it’s worth. And please don’t use this as another chance to attack me, and beat me down even more.
Nick
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