I was sent out to Baltimore on one days notice (typical) to do a repair on an aircraft. Me and the guy who went had the job finished by 9am this morning and with our return flight leaving at 7:15pm we snapped that DC was only a few miles away so we went down there to see the sights or as many as we could in a few hours. One thing of special interest to me was seeing "the wall" Vietnam memorial. My father was an Army ranger in Vietnam and also received 2 purple hearts during his duty there. He has pretty severe PTSD to this day and it has haunted him that during one of the times he was out injured that his whole squad was wiped out. Although he suffers pretty severely at this moment from alzheimer's. It is one of the few things I know he still remembers because when we have any type of conversation as difficult as it is to talk to him he can still speak semi clearly about his time there. Being that he is in his 60's it makes me pretty bitter about the whole thing because I feel that his time there and being exposed to the agent orange had something to do with this early onset of it. Anyways he did get a chance to make it there himself before he really got bad and had the chance to find his fallen brothers and get an imprint of their names from the wall. So even though I have no direct ties to anyone on the wall that I know of I still feel all kinds of emotion when I see it. Although my fathers name is not on it I cant help but feel that the Vietnam war has taken him from me at a later date.









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